I feel like I have no foundation in my life right now.
I graduated, I’m submitting a few papers for publication, and I’m just sort of throwing myself out there trying to get a job and not even sure if I am able to.
I am seriously thinking about going back to school and becoming Dr. Rush Keating.
In my uncertainty, I keep coming back to Rush. I know I don’t talk about that character as much anymore but I remain completely fascinated by him. He was asocial, dishonest, insufferable, and hated people but he loved humanity, respected women, and worked his ass off. He clearly loved science and that was his motivation for literally everything he did. Yes he’s like the very definition of morally grey but, fuck, I still consider him #careergoals in many ways and maybe that’s just how that one goes.